Saturday, May 15, 2010

When will it get any easier?

It's so hard waking up and getting through my day without thinking about, if we will ever have a baby. Everywhere you go and look someone is pregnant or toting around young kids. You know that saying, that is so hurtful to hear, but you know people think it at times - "Maybe God doesn't want you to have any children,  maybe its a sign." I so not believe it but it's been coming up in my mind lately. I know I shouldn't even think and think positive and have faith. I pray that God will get us through...

CCRM called us back and said the consult, since I'm the patient will not be covered since I maxed out my 5000 infertility max life time benefit and anything that is charged from their office will not be covered.  My husband has 5000 unused.  What if he's the patient, will the consult be covered? When I go for a consult at my local office, I pay the 35 co pay to see an RE (specialist). Why isn't this the same? My husband will try and schedule under his name, so that he's the patient not sure if that will work but I guess its a try.

2 comments:

  1. I am so very sorry. I've been there. I am NOT a CCRM success story, but I still feel it is the best decision we ever made. Dealing with the business office can be a nightmare, and the financial aspect of it all just stinks. Thinking of you!

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  2. I don't know that it gets easier, but it gets manageable. I too am not a CCRM success story (yet), but like Patience said, it was the best decision for us. The expense is huge, but worth every penny. Good luck

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