IVF#2 BFFN

Well here we are. I decided to create this blog as an outlet to this rollercoaster they call IVF. IVF#1 my SIL carried for us, antagonist protocol, 2 blasts transferred = miscarried at 7 weeks,no hb ~july 2009

IVF#2 SIL carried for us again, long protocol, new RE, day 5 transfer 3 embryos - 2- grade 4 (not blasted yet) 1- grade 1(blasted). we had 1-grade 1 that was watching to see if freezable, but didnt make it. BFN=May 12, 2010

So now here we are thinking about what to do next. Do we give the RE at the local clinic another try or move on to CCRM where miracles happen?

I am so heartbroken and sad but i'm trying to move forward. I have crappy eggs and waiting any longer will just make them crappier.

I have scheduled a post op with our local RE to find some answers. Any answers. but i know he will say everything was perfect but if it was perfect why didnt our embryos grow to blast even though they were grade 4?

In the process of getting my medical records to fax to CCRM so Dr. School can look over before we do our consult.

Please let me get through this..........